Bid Farewell

Hey, just so you know, we all choose the people we want to hang out with, people that we share our problems with, people around us, we all choose our friends. I choose mine, and you choose yours, guess that is that. Maybe I'm not as smooth as you in choosing your circle of trust, but oh well, I'm me. But hey, if you said that we we're suppose to give room to the emo ones, why didn't you give room to me when I gave you?

Now thats over with, I'm changing my blog url, oh no, I'm changing my whole blog. This blog is way to emo. Sorry guys, having you all putting up with me last few weeks, months probably. Anyway, new url, http://randomand-i.blogspot.com

new?

copy and paste
http://randomand-i.blogspot.com
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Twin

I somehow wished, for now at least, to have a twin, so much so that I can share my problems with him/her. Twins doesnt have to be the same gender right? At least they're there with me everywhere I go, or anywhere I would be. It would be nice having another 'Me' beside me. At least I know where to find that person anytime. Anyway, can someone please tell me that I've got a twin out there? I know, I know, double the emo-ness, yea.

Really Really

I'm happy. Really I am.

Back to Chapter One

You hate being me, cause you get emo every now and then.

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One question : What defines "emo"?

2336

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I just wanna say I'm sorry that I've been bad, and have been making stupid decisions, or what so it seem. Not here to ask you to symphatise(sp?) me, but I'm sorry alright? Hope everything work out alright, for you. Real sorry.

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You realise if you wiki emo up, theres no such thing as feeling moody and all those? Anyway, that feeling is bad, and, I don't like my life now. You like yours? We exchange, want?

Nite people.

0851

I'm bored.

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Sometimes I just want silence. Sometimes I want noise, but now I prefer silence. And I need a friend. Smile?

0829

Some people are basically strong,

and can handle misfortunes more easily than others.

You are one of them,

though your strength may be tested these days.

But, if you remember to pause for a moment each day

and draw upon the springs of hope within youe heart,

I know you will see this through.

When it's hard to hold on,

remember that many thoughts and prayers

go with you from me.

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This is what happens if you put too high, hopes in things that may seem impossible. Then when reality hits you, you would just shatter like glass. Yeap, but it would be nice if my dreams and thoughts will come to past. =)

2340

Your hands are shaking cold

Your hands are mine to hold

-AAR

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To that person that brought them 3 to movies and then come visit me at my shop, that wanted fries so bad, u made me had McD's, that girl, very terrible one, didn't even ask me to go movies, I just want to tell you, that, I, Poh Leong, appreciate our friendship a lot. Even tho sometimes things get out of hand, I would just want to tell you that I'm grateful having you around me, getting to, haha, enough already la. Just so you know, I do appreciate you, thanks a bundle. =)

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Who reads my blog, raise up your hand.
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*silents*
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Really? Just wondering.

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I miss my old friends, especially YOU. =)

I'm crappy, and random.

Good day, or night peeps, whichever suits the time. =)

1247

Sometimes I wonder, why you have to decide on things without considering what other people think, or feel.
Sometimes I wonder, what it would be like to be you, taking over in all situations.
Ah, wondering won't do any good, living this selfless life is hard, but there just might be a reason behind all this.
No use thinking so much, it won't change the situation.

Good day people, or night, really, whichever-lah.

2310

My second attempt. Haha.

Comments? Oh, Holy, you there? Care to give comments?

Good day, or night, whichever. =)

1143

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

It's nice having to keep in touch with old friends, and making new ones. =)

I need a haircut, quick.

Good day, or night, whichever. =)

1853

Your Birthdate: August 1

You don't just believe in love at first sight - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

I've read posts or private messages on MSN and I come to realise that people tend to write silly things, things that's regarding love, and life. Why silly? Maybe it's because I know it's not true, but that's the problem you see, what you think is right, would not be for some other people, who of course, should be much wiser and mature, so from now on, I would like to observe how I behave, and things that I say. Sounds like alot, right? I think so too, but it's life, live it only-la. I sure can hear some mature readers saying something totally opposite right now. =)

On a different note, I watched 'Premonition' this afternoon, and I thought it was real freaky to live that way. Having to wake up on random days of the week is just out-of-this-world. You guys won't be able to understand until you watch it for yourself. Haha, nice thriller.

Good day, or night people, whichever you think is apropriate. =)

0040

I realise what I don't really like today, or was it yesterday. Wanna know what it is?

I dislike balloons. I don't know why.

On a different note, I realise that we are always being watch, or looked at, or observed. Just today at work, while wrapping some stuff for a customer, he suddenly said, " Hey, you attend Grace Tmn Chi Liung right?" I was like, "uh-huh". Yea, just so you know, we are being watched, regardless what or who we are, we are always watched. Scary thought?

I like bass, its powerful enough to send vibes to me and shake my bones. Nice.

Anyone knows how to fly? Care to teach me ar? It's so late, so, excuse me.

Oh, good day, or night, whichever. =)

2008

Was at the end of my rope
I had no where to go
Was at the end of my rope
I had no where to go
Until the day that I turned to You
Was at the end of my, rope

2037

I like pictures that shows dynamics in lights, or whatever you call this type of pictures.

Good day, or night, whichever. =)

1944

It has been 2 years ever since malaria. And, I misplaced the 3-page card you guys got me. Sorry.

Are you a Chameleon? Think about it.

My email is kopihun, the thing is I dislike coffee.

The USB port has gone crazy, thus I can't upload new pics. Scanner's gone as well, thus no more sketches. Wait til its fixed, I get one nice picture up. Stay tune.

Good day, or night, whichever lah.

1806

Imagine being in some beach, with nothing in the world to care about, with the cooling breeze blowing that sweat off your forehead, your eyes feast on the endless blue sky, the resounding sound of the waves hitting rhythmically on the shore, the kids, who knows who's, shouting and laughing, playing in the distance, the sand is clean, and as fine as powder, and all that is making a foreign sound is that voice of your close buddies sitting next to you, feeling as delirious as you are. Imagine that. Nice?

Nope, the city is all so noisy, the air is filled with dirt, or ashes from a nearby cigarette, noises coming from everywhere, people walking, there's no clear blue sky, the only clear water left to be seen is only at the side of ur ice cold cup, randomly, some guys handphone goes off into some weird tunes, cars blasting off techno music. Not that pleasing ain't it?

I want a holiday, a nice relaxing one. Is it coming my way?

Good day people, or night, whichever.

0939

I got something just now in my head, something about understand this and that. but I forgot. I switched on my pc just to blog about it, but I forgot. Nevermind then. Haha,

Good day, or night, whichever. =)

2348

Poh Leong is hungry right now. Work isn't as much fun already, kinda bored with it.

Good day, or night, whichever

1023

What would you do, if the reason of you going to a certain place just disappear, just like that. What would you do?

Oh, I wished I don't have to wake up tis morning. Not all of you would understand, but I know one who understood. =)

Restore unto me, the joy of my salvation.

I feel, lonely. How?

Good day, or night, whichever-lah.

Thank God

I am happy, for now.

good day, or night, whichever.

Caramel Filled?

A random post.

Mars bar please? =)

Good day, or night, whichever.

Me, me, me

Okay, I've decided. From now on, I will change. I'm sorry but I've made my decision. Go ahead, continue if you want. I've got nothing to hide. All I can say is that I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone, didn't mean to, but well, I wouldn't want this to continue. Thus, my decision, I will and still carry on doing what I've been doing. Cheers. =)

Good day, or night, whichever.

Ignorance is bliss? What's bliss?

Lets see. I've got to ask permission from others before I can have new friends. What is it from my life that you don't like? If you got guts, come tell me or ask me, can? I'm sick of this. I said it once and I'm gonna say it again. Or maybe not. Oh well, "do unto others what you want others do unto You."

Oh, Drew, we don't need to stop what we're doing right?

Good day, or night, whichever.

Insight?

Get over it. I realise that some problems we face, that is what we should do, just get over it. It will definately leave something behind, the problems we face, but yea, get over it. It would seem like a big thing, but yea, get over it. There's a little story about this thing, how I realised that in somethings, we should just watch and get over it, but if there's no one interested, then I wouldn't want to dig out the past.

Good day, or night, whichever

I need

A holiday. Go somewhere far, some place foreign, some place unknown.

To get my mind of things. Things that has been playing in my head.

To do my assignments, before its too late and it piles up.

To play some games. FPS games are cool.

My guitar. Tunes that would get me feeling delirious and stuff.

You in my life. I'm a vessel, use me Lord.

Good day, or night, whichever.

Ponder Again?

I wouldn't mind if you guys don't read my posts anymore, but read this

Hey readers, if there's any, could I ask you a question?

Is it wrong for having someone of the opposite sex as your best friend? I mean if you're a guy, is having a girl as a best friend wrong?

Is there such a rule that says, "No, a man cannot have a girl as his best friends, he should only have guys as his best friends"?

Is it stated that if he has someone close to him, and she's a girl, does this mean that they are together?

Sometimes, I just wished that people would just seem to think before they speak or do something, I admit that I sometimes do things without thinking, but, hey, you get my drift?

To whoever it may concern, a best friend, and a girlfriend, are two different things, think before you judge, can? Thank you.

Trivia time

Given the situation to choose between the males or the females, a transsexual(sp?) will go which one?

A rooster lays an egg, how long does it takes til the egg hatches?

Comment inside. Thanks.
Have a nice day. =)

Anyone tried

an SG before? or a Peavey T-60 before?

Ponder

If life is always a smooth ride, then it wouldn't be life no more, right?

I once heard, if I'm not mistaken, if you would want to live a problem-free life, then you should die and sit in the grave. Because everyone faces problems, and only the dead is free from problems.

No, I'm not asking you guys to die, haha, it will be bad to, but all I'm trying to say is that we all faces problems, no matter how great and strong that person is, how much power and authority that guy has, we all face problems, and difficulties, be it, studies, relationships, you name it. But having facing problem in our lives is like the saying that somewhat goes like, if you've eaten sweets all your life, do you know what sugar taste like? is it sweet enough? but if you consumed salt for a long period of time, and then u consume a sweet, you would be able to say, Oh, this IS sweet. Same goes with life.

Yea, words are easy to say, harder to put into practice, we all know that, but look on the bright side of things, after that heavy downpour and thunderstorms, a beautiful rainbow appears, and you could say, oh my, it's beautiful ain't it?

Have a nice day people.

I thank God for You

I thank God for You

You who were there when I needed

Someone when I'm down and out

Someone when I felt like there ain't no point in living

I thank God for You

Giving me the freedom in talking

Not judging me by what the situation is

Letting me be me

I thank God for You

Not like You dont know

Just a quick reminder how

Much you mean to me

Thank You

Im Bored, My Blog's Dead, i think..

My work is okay. Im getting used to the environment already. Haha, weird, I forgot how to blog. Haha. Here's some pictures. Some of it I posted here before, aiyah, just for fun la. Enjoy.

this means goodbye

It will all be over soon, and yeap, u will not see me anymore. I'd be working now, and it requires me to be there during the weekends, but my off days are on the weekdays. So guess thats that. Bye people.

There's A Price

For everything you do, there's a price to pay, no?

Should i change my blog? Hmm..

Delirious?

It has been a very long while since I last blogged. Probably even forgotten how to blog. Anyways, I'm getting better already, that too if you cared to know la. Times passes, and so wounds shall heal, they say, well, I do hope mine will, it seems that with time, it gets worse, or so it seems. Even though I'm going through a tough time, please, bear with me alright, it may all soon be over and things may just seem to fall into perspective, but not yet. Continue to pray for me, as I need the strength to carry on, but yet again, its partly my fault, so I dunno, I'm confused.

You know sometimes when you just wanna do the thing your really passionate about but you just don't have the heart to do it at the same time? Well, yeap, I don't feel like doing what I used to love to do.

oh Lord, please touch me again, I'm dry, fill me again.

remember the movie 300??

I like this picture.

What would you do when

Everything around you fall apart?





You are still blamed for your mistakes over and over again even though you've noticed it?






You gotta stop things you're passionate about?








You gotta face the silent treatment from the ones you love?







People treat you as though you are invisible to them?









You are taken for granted?









You are confused because of all the things that has happened?









People give you the cold shoulder?









People assume stuff without actually finding out what has happened?










Friends start turning their backs on you?










People don't seem important anymore?










Things get out of hand?











What would you do?










Will you suicide....